anger!!!

when u first let me grow in ur fields of green, i liked u cause u were my only one-only one i could c...
when u put me to sleep with ur sweet lullabies,
when the stars were winking on the black page,
i were so tired i fell asleep every night
and i always did like a child that had nothing on her mind.
well i was a little child back then
but now i see it all
i want none of ur sweet watery love no more
i want u no more and im choosing my own ways
though i miss home
i miss the field...and i miss the moist in the air as i used to crash by it running through the dark...how it made me feel so blind but thats how it let me grow stronger with other senses within...
ya i miss it all...
the smell of air out through my window and how it would change slightly from town to town..
i remember it all
and dont u think im ever gonna forget
that im ever gonna loose hold of these memories.
and if the sky finds me in tears or the heavens see me roll in my own ashes from pain to pain, know then that it is all ur fault
and oh how often it does happen nowadays and how often it will be happening
i am going to make u suffer with me and we all will because we are all victims to ur evil embrace
u picked us so fresh and so ripe right from the womb
and u took us as early as i dont even remember my mothers moves
but i do feel it still and if not so exact i miss it all
i feel her once a day presence here and there and when im there in the fields i hear her scream sometimes
u set her in chains as well
we all know
and we will remember
there is no mercy for ur lousy moves
i hate u and i will always do
and i will keep this memory within for i never want to forget of what u did to us
cause u make me suffer,cause u make me feel sick in the stomach
u still do and it grows in me every day sharper and sharper,faster and faster
and i bear it
but u remember it will all b on ur burden to hold
it is all ur fault and im not sure of how u r going to answer for it
i am not sure if u will b able to hold that burden on ur petulant shoulders
i do not know
i do not know when ur dirty bitter games will have an end to themselves
but i know i will never forget