unhappy about what, ever had to happen to her
wanting to change the past constantly, desperately
but beautiful life is unknown to her
she is closed
her eyes yet not opened to the reality this wonderful world holds
mistakes, changes, future, desire, confusion
ya, she is confused, i think
she takes it all as a mistake,
so she wants to erase the past
but if not her image in the wedding dress,
a child would not be born
and how happy she is to be here,
this child...
what this child is thankful to is what she despises
theres only one explanation to this: she cannot see the beauty of life as it is, YET.
the past may not be beautiful to you, but change has been brought about
and the same past you hate so much, has become the one thing that gives breath to this child
and she loves her life
she is so thankful to u and ur dark past
if not that wedding dress,
she could not feel the greatness of love and its creator in every breath taken
and she is here to be for u when everybody else leaves
and ull c one day, that u owe all u got, to the same past that u despise so much
u cant pre-judge life,
nor judge ur destiny;
casue u r much smaller than that
u r much smaller to judge this amazement
this life, this world, this God, and this only wonder
there are only few moments when i feel my eyes wide opened to this beauty
only few moments when i realize the wonder of our being so certainly
feels like on drugs...
wish i could control feelin this way more often
anyways...
im thankful to ur unconscious sacrifices mummy!
its time u felt happy about them too!
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Well said, but I do not thank my past I thank God who got me through it all. My past is garbage fuelling the furnace of my passion to see change in the world. If I was to thank my past, my eye's would be too full of pain, so my hope is in the One who saves me from every evil. You must have a special mother :) I do too!
Mayb "thank" is not the right word. But i think every one should respect their past. I feel many peple are in a struggle with it. You say its garbage and full of pain. Im saying its not and the unfriendliness, the unacceptance of the past from deep down within (when we are too small to even understand it)is kind of a sin.
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